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I never post this much. But I figured that since no one reads it, I can use it to whine. I do not feel good...at all. I am achy...and my legs just do not feel good. Trying to suck it up...but I just don't feel right. My ribs, the MonSter hug I think and my back right above them hurt. :( I am sure that my husband forgetting my birthday and then telling me he is going to take my children to Kentucky with or without me doesn't help either. I just can't do anything right. I am sure that the thoughts of how long does one wait before saying goodbye, doesn't help either. The motrin I have just doesn't cut it...may have to make an appointment and get the good ibuprofen. Just a crappy birthday over all...

It's been a while...

So...I haven't written because if I admit it...it means it is true, lol. :) I am just being a big baby, I think. I went back to see the AMAZING Dr. Steel. Bub went with me and was giggling the whole time Dr. Steel was doing his overall exam. Tapping my fingers together...reflexes...walking heel to toe...grip and strength in arms and hands, etc. All the fun stuff. He, of course, asked how things were going and I brought up the MonSter hug, where my ribs had been hurting. He didn't seem to think this had anything to do with the MonSter, but I don't know what else it could be from. Anyhow, he left the room to go and look at my MRI scan again. Bub was fascinated by the posters about the parts of the brain on the wall (fingers crossed he becomes a doctor and can take care of good 'ol Mom, lol). When Dr. Steel comes back, he tells me there are about 20 active lesions and he is surprised considering how well I am doing. So....this means I have to start the dreaded and hated injections again. And I have really tried to be good about it, but not as good as I should. Now that some other areas of my life have calmed down, I am going to be a good girl and do them right. For those who are interested, I am supposed to do the injections in different areas on the body because it can make the muscle tone deteriorate. I told Brice, I may just do them all in my stomach where it hurts the least because NO ONE will ever see my stomach again anyhow, lol. So I just really need to suck it up and do it...boo. I guess by writing about it, I am kind of cheering myself on to do it and do it right. Here's to tackling the MonSter again...